Genetech....---->
I had the time of ma life there....well not the first few days ofcos, cos i was called a nerd by someone whose name is P & C...:D...so yeah, but after that i got to knw every one and they were soo nice to me....i will never forget them, they are all dear to ma heart and gonna miss them soo muchhh.....
These are memories to take with me, and keeps me stress free from hectic life schedules.....wish i could just extend my stay there, but sadly i cant cos i have to go to Aus.. :(....i soo badly dint wanna, just cos ma pappa wants me to have a betta life....well at times i do think... am i doing all this for me??....or just satisfying the needs of wat my parents want??...i dnt knw?? alot of parents are seeing their kids as product, forcing them to become docs, engineer and lawyer etc, well i should leave it to them to decide??, i do understand, where when we cant make decisions for our selves they make it for us....i dnt knw i am perplexed...i guess i am 2 confused to think for ma self wats right?? or am i talking just plain gibberish....
Ma grand ma is here from india...i was happy to see her afta soo lng...but sad i couldnt keep her company... just leave her alone at home and go to work with ma dad....so al day long she sleeps...wow wish i could doo that...but i can only wish for...as i am an insomniac...:(...not good....is it just too much stress or unwanted thoughts in ma mind??, wish i could just wash it out, or had filter in ma head....its not possible lol...so i guess i have to just live with it and not share with it...shitty...
It all comes down to you..actually that means "ME".....i have to play ma cards right, just make sure i dnt have too much bluffs going cos one day my life will end up in a big blob of bluff..As it is, i dnt feel the same as i was 16 years old, i am 22 turning 23 in nov...still theres some element missing in ma life??, and its def not fire, its something more subtle and sweet, i cant hope for anything now, cos wat ever i start ends in misery, so i shall not spark anything up, just be me...i guess ma times of frustration is calming down, afta i started this blogging thingy, well if ur reading out there, i am sure u must be thinking wow, this guys blog is all about him, not others, well thats just me, call me selfish, but in this world, you got to be selfish to survive, i have had alots of experience that way...it sucks.... i dnt mean to hurt anyone or make any one feel bad...just be happy and safe....ciaow...
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Monday, June 21, 2010
Is it love!!!!!!
What did i do wrong to you:
*Did i not care??
*Did i fail to call u??
*Did i not care abt u??
*Did i not protect u enuff??
*Did i not make u smile??
*Or has all this 4 u isnt worth while??
I cant find the answers ma self, if i was a pen you were ma ink, so was our love...together we could right, but bad times caused us to fight....i knw i dnt have the rights to shout at you, but in the end all was booohoooo.....
Theres more to life than falling in love too early...thinking abt you and nthing more i lost than my ability to think for my self, cos all this while i was thinking abt you....call me stupid, it dont matter, cos i guess i was stupid for nt making things the way it wanted to be.....
Guys long distance, arrggghhh...from my experience it seems not to work, cos love means two should be together not apart....
So i decided to depart cos my train is not going to stay in the station for ever it has to leave to another destination.....our love has been like a railway track they go together but never meet.....funny i never thought abt all this, i guess failure causes you to think....surprised much.....well, i thought of sharing this...cos i feel alot better when i type it out....
P.S. I'm always in a spell
even when i sleeping
You're always on my mind
I hope that i'm not dreaming
*Did i not care??
*Did i fail to call u??
*Did i not care abt u??
*Did i not protect u enuff??
*Did i not make u smile??
*Or has all this 4 u isnt worth while??
I cant find the answers ma self, if i was a pen you were ma ink, so was our love...together we could right, but bad times caused us to fight....i knw i dnt have the rights to shout at you, but in the end all was booohoooo.....
Theres more to life than falling in love too early...thinking abt you and nthing more i lost than my ability to think for my self, cos all this while i was thinking abt you....call me stupid, it dont matter, cos i guess i was stupid for nt making things the way it wanted to be.....
Guys long distance, arrggghhh...from my experience it seems not to work, cos love means two should be together not apart....
So i decided to depart cos my train is not going to stay in the station for ever it has to leave to another destination.....our love has been like a railway track they go together but never meet.....funny i never thought abt all this, i guess failure causes you to think....surprised much.....well, i thought of sharing this...cos i feel alot better when i type it out....
P.S. I'm always in a spell
even when i sleeping
You're always on my mind
I hope that i'm not dreaming
My entry into this world
Hi guys!!!....i am not going to start from how i was brought into this world lol...thats for ma mum to blog.
Ok Chop Chop---->
My name is Varun, dnt ask ma full name cos its pretty long...i even took part in the longest name contest. Sadly, there are ppl out there with longer names than me DAMN!!...nthing to loose lol....i am student STILL :p...in Australia place to be and loves kangaroo meat its tough but chewy u got to try it out :D... ma life is going alright for now. I am doing my bachelor of science (Biotech), sounds complex, it sure is when u do it...dnt fancy it like CSI and all.... IN YOUR DREAMS!!..nthing like dat....i am sure alot of students like me got into tis field with that in mind...haha...
You got trance, count me in.... i will be there no matter wat....cos the only fever i get with no symptoms is TRANCE FEVER!!!!... ;).....love it love it....pop, hop-hip is all ma fav too...anything that got the beats, i got happy feet....
Ok lets cut to the chase...well i am getting used to this blogging thing slow and steady....i am a very curious person, love to experiment but ofcos not with humans haha....i am not RUSSIAN!!!... :p....anyways until i think of something else to post take care now bye bye then.....
Ok Chop Chop---->
My name is Varun, dnt ask ma full name cos its pretty long...i even took part in the longest name contest. Sadly, there are ppl out there with longer names than me DAMN!!...nthing to loose lol....i am student STILL :p...in Australia place to be and loves kangaroo meat its tough but chewy u got to try it out :D... ma life is going alright for now. I am doing my bachelor of science (Biotech), sounds complex, it sure is when u do it...dnt fancy it like CSI and all.... IN YOUR DREAMS!!..nthing like dat....i am sure alot of students like me got into tis field with that in mind...haha...
You got trance, count me in.... i will be there no matter wat....cos the only fever i get with no symptoms is TRANCE FEVER!!!!... ;).....love it love it....pop, hop-hip is all ma fav too...anything that got the beats, i got happy feet....
Ok lets cut to the chase...well i am getting used to this blogging thing slow and steady....i am a very curious person, love to experiment but ofcos not with humans haha....i am not RUSSIAN!!!... :p....anyways until i think of something else to post take care now bye bye then.....
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